My only weakness

Well tonight will be a great night for me. Everything bad is falling on me now, how is it even gna be possible to get to sleep. Pretty much screwed up now, I wish I didn't had emotions, that I am like an ice cube, unable to feel anything. Cause whatever's happening now is just putting me off. I. am. seriously. dreading. this. Pls take this feeling away. These few nights hasn't been good for me, srsly wonder when I can really go to bed in peace. Please take me away, I'm really really feeling like crap now.