Time to get things off my mind.

You can never try to change this to the way you want things to be. Some things just won't go your way no matter how hard you pray. No matter how hard you try, you're still the one suffering alone. Everyone's got secrets. Some people try hard to expose them and some just try their best to guess your secrets. How you wish they can fuck off? They just don't. People make comments about you and your life, you really hate to hear but what can you say. You stop and wonder if they're out to hurt you deep or they're trying to care for you. But what's your choice? You choose to keep quiet about everything. Everytime you get bullied, you just take the step back and let them have their way. You're just fucking scared to voice out. See how others get their way but you don't? You give in to others, take their shit but fucking scared that they don't take your shit. So you choose to keep quiet and scold inside. Life goes on.

How much more can I take?
Maybe these thought would go away after school starts. April, you've got to hurry come.

I guess I'd better get a job at mum's salon. I fucking hate this fucking long draggy hol. Knn bye.